I was giving too much time on the thought that maybe he is into me. The thought struggled to cling on my mind until now. Situations were too perplexing as doubts subsided and then refreshed- everyday seemed like a battle that goes into cycle without knowing which side would settle and win.
My heart is tired- loneliness and insecurities set in to always nab away my sanity. My brains always scolds my heart to stop but most of the time my heart fights back that there is still hope. When the object of my affection is nearby, I get all giddy, willing to start and remove the thought of letting him go. I guess it's the absence and his lack of reminding sometimes made me believe that I am nothing and that it's rightful to just let go and move on.
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